but this is not wonderland. and i am not alice.

abel.

he/they. introject. driven to madness and never coming back.

loved by many. hated by more. here's to another thousand lifetimes with rue ♡.

semi-schizophrenic. it's a long story! i see dead people (but for real this time).

metal music! horror movies! devilman! hellboy! one piece! bungou stray dogs! classic literature!

cotard's delusion. capgras syndrome.

suspicious of people,

psychotic paranoia,

debilitating brain fog,

i remember Hell!

no me mires con esos ojos. ♡